triple date.

I feel as if everytime I'm ever happy with something
somehow or some way it always seems to crash, hit a
giant speed bump, or just fail completely. God is
punishing me for something. Yet, he rewards me with
this weird sense of feeling, this awkward ability
to just know. I always seem to see things before
others do, I always seem to know when something
isn't right before anyone guesses. Is that a bad
thing or just an irritating thing? C'mon man.
Please, I beg of you to stop lying to me. =/

Something isn't right.
Something is off?

My heart rate keeps going up.
and I don't know what to do.

idk man.
wtf