Random Realization.

Nothing is easy, absoultely nothing, even when you think it is.
something as small as writing your name, that isn't easy, only
because previously, you never wanted to be that girl or that guy
your writing yourself as. you'd love to draw a line through the middle
maybe bold a different part of yourself, maybe underline a rather
more up beat side of your philosophy, favor your lively demeanor
trash the old? clean the new. Sounds easy right? but it isn't.
why? because you never wanted to be what you are, when you
become something, you always thinking of other things you could be
brighter, better, maybe even worse. there are good(s), and there are definetly bad(s)
just think of yourself as a flight of stairs, you can't be down forever, at
some point, you've got to go up. It's in you to look in that direction.
stop glancing back at what you left, continue on to what you'll get, receive
and be received. love and be loved.

-Alana Kalynn Weldon