Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Whadacrap.
I need to get out, on my own,
Chill by myself, get my life
together. See myself the way
I figured it'd be.
IDK how to explain it, but I'm
fed up, I'm so fed up.
and I'm fed up with being fed up.
I'll stickididdi until it's too much.
don't waste my time.
-oh yeah?
Chill by myself, get my life
together. See myself the way
I figured it'd be.
IDK how to explain it, but I'm
fed up, I'm so fed up.
and I'm fed up with being fed up.
I'll stickididdi until it's too much.
don't waste my time.
-oh yeah?
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Whadacrap
My money was stolen, couldn't believe it.
Ah well, money is just money.
But I can't buy that Toy Machine shirt!
Sorry jason man, I'm not flaking on you
dude, I'm going to buy I swear.
Well, anyway, I'm kind of tired, and I
need to do some stuff, before I get to
bed.
I might swim saturday at NP.
Only if I feel like it.
cousins are coming, yay.
eugh
alright.
-some
Ah well, money is just money.
But I can't buy that Toy Machine shirt!
Sorry jason man, I'm not flaking on you
dude, I'm going to buy I swear.
Well, anyway, I'm kind of tired, and I
need to do some stuff, before I get to
bed.
I might swim saturday at NP.
Only if I feel like it.
cousins are coming, yay.
eugh
alright.
-some
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Yeah.
Darn heart monitor.
I hate this thing, the stickers make me
itchy, and the monitor is always rubbing
against my hip.
In the words of my man jason,
what da crap.
-Erghs
I hate this thing, the stickers make me
itchy, and the monitor is always rubbing
against my hip.
In the words of my man jason,
what da crap.
-Erghs
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Up in der
Ah man I need to do my history project.
but i honestly don't understand it.
I have a 100 % in that class too =(
so far my grades are okay for 3rd quarter
considering it's the hardest freaking
quarter! ahbleh! Well, anyway, this
week has been awkward, annoying too
Rhea's Birthday was kind of cool, she
went out to eat friday through saturday
LOL, hungry rhea? 0___o JKJK.
Hmm, babeh chose:
Sports
People
Fashion
Entertainment
Fine fine.
I can't wait until next year,
just for Intro to Psych, =) hehehe.
We're watching Law Abiding Citizen,
I love movies like this, intelligent
plots, schemes, upset, depressed,
derranged freaks getting their way.
Oooooh, =) LOL. The story line is
interesting. When i used to play
games, mission tactics were my
specialty. Idk if those words fit
together but yeah. I miss Mario
Bros, arghhh.
Okay, well let me finish this freaking
project >___> ahuhh.
-eekahwah
but i honestly don't understand it.
I have a 100 % in that class too =(
so far my grades are okay for 3rd quarter
considering it's the hardest freaking
quarter! ahbleh! Well, anyway, this
week has been awkward, annoying too
Rhea's Birthday was kind of cool, she
went out to eat friday through saturday
LOL, hungry rhea? 0___o JKJK.
Hmm, babeh chose:
Sports
People
Fashion
Entertainment
Fine fine.
I can't wait until next year,
just for Intro to Psych, =) hehehe.
We're watching Law Abiding Citizen,
I love movies like this, intelligent
plots, schemes, upset, depressed,
derranged freaks getting their way.
Oooooh, =) LOL. The story line is
interesting. When i used to play
games, mission tactics were my
specialty. Idk if those words fit
together but yeah. I miss Mario
Bros, arghhh.
Okay, well let me finish this freaking
project >___> ahuhh.
-eekahwah
Thursday, February 25, 2010
triple date.
I feel as if everytime I'm ever happy with something
somehow or some way it always seems to crash, hit a
giant speed bump, or just fail completely. God is
punishing me for something. Yet, he rewards me with
this weird sense of feeling, this awkward ability
to just know. I always seem to see things before
others do, I always seem to know when something
isn't right before anyone guesses. Is that a bad
thing or just an irritating thing? C'mon man.
Please, I beg of you to stop lying to me. =/
Something isn't right.
Something is off?
My heart rate keeps going up.
and I don't know what to do.
idk man.
wtf
somehow or some way it always seems to crash, hit a
giant speed bump, or just fail completely. God is
punishing me for something. Yet, he rewards me with
this weird sense of feeling, this awkward ability
to just know. I always seem to see things before
others do, I always seem to know when something
isn't right before anyone guesses. Is that a bad
thing or just an irritating thing? C'mon man.
Please, I beg of you to stop lying to me. =/
Something isn't right.
Something is off?
My heart rate keeps going up.
and I don't know what to do.
idk man.
wtf
Animocity.
I wish I could show you how much I don't care.
-Sarah Andrea Dorsey
You don't get it.
You never have.
i try too hard.
i give too much
and i over analyze.
-pissed off to an extent that's too unexplainable for the human mind.
ps. i think i'll start talking to dogs.
-Sarah Andrea Dorsey
You don't get it.
You never have.
i try too hard.
i give too much
and i over analyze.
-pissed off to an extent that's too unexplainable for the human mind.
ps. i think i'll start talking to dogs.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Fairytales.
Make me sick.
Vomiting is a natural response
to "perfection" I hate the thought
of it, I can't stand the sight
of "doing too much" overbearring
relinquishment and that 2 player
crap. kind of funny how I know
things are going to happen in the
long run, I'll give myself until
spring for tolerance, because
quite frankily I've never been
that good at maintaining that.
I'm not saying I'm angry, I'm
not saying I'm sad, I'm saying
I'm pissed off, in a very interesting
way. everything going on around
here just makes me want to move,
and get away from everybody, because
they're all making me want to
pull my hair out and shove it in
my mouth, swallow, throw it up,
turn it into candy, and feed it
to you greedy mofo's. You lick
the unseen germs off of the unseen
demons you call your "friends"
stop lying to yourself. that's
all we do! is lie! we claim we
let things go, psh yeah right mayne
I'm not stupid! why does everyone
around here think that I'm dumb?
or that I'm an idiot. well I'm
not! yeah I've made some mistakes
yeah I've made some bad decisions
and you're saying you haven't ?!
man get over it. I'm me, and there's
nothing else I can be, I can't be her
I can't be that other girl, I can't
be what you want me to be, all I can
be is the person I've been for 15
years. Alana. that's never going to
change, so if there's a problem, let
me know, and I'll gladly show you the door.
-Po'd.
Vomiting is a natural response
to "perfection" I hate the thought
of it, I can't stand the sight
of "doing too much" overbearring
relinquishment and that 2 player
crap. kind of funny how I know
things are going to happen in the
long run, I'll give myself until
spring for tolerance, because
quite frankily I've never been
that good at maintaining that.
I'm not saying I'm angry, I'm
not saying I'm sad, I'm saying
I'm pissed off, in a very interesting
way. everything going on around
here just makes me want to move,
and get away from everybody, because
they're all making me want to
pull my hair out and shove it in
my mouth, swallow, throw it up,
turn it into candy, and feed it
to you greedy mofo's. You lick
the unseen germs off of the unseen
demons you call your "friends"
stop lying to yourself. that's
all we do! is lie! we claim we
let things go, psh yeah right mayne
I'm not stupid! why does everyone
around here think that I'm dumb?
or that I'm an idiot. well I'm
not! yeah I've made some mistakes
yeah I've made some bad decisions
and you're saying you haven't ?!
man get over it. I'm me, and there's
nothing else I can be, I can't be her
I can't be that other girl, I can't
be what you want me to be, all I can
be is the person I've been for 15
years. Alana. that's never going to
change, so if there's a problem, let
me know, and I'll gladly show you the door.
-Po'd.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Hmm.
In my heart, your love has been the safest hiding place.
Mmm, you can't fake happiness, you can't force it, you
can't plan it, you can't beg for it, at some point all
happiness comes to you in odd places, in odd ways, and with
odd people.
eh.
-k
Mmm, you can't fake happiness, you can't force it, you
can't plan it, you can't beg for it, at some point all
happiness comes to you in odd places, in odd ways, and with
odd people.
eh.
-k
Sade
Yay!
Btw, I like Kina Grannis.
I've been following her for a while now, Lol
that SuperBowl joint made her famous, but I've
always liked her. Her voice is pretty vicious
Valentine is my recent favorite, only cause it's
um, valentines day weekend? o_o uh yeah.
Well!
-Yo
Btw, I like Kina Grannis.
I've been following her for a while now, Lol
that SuperBowl joint made her famous, but I've
always liked her. Her voice is pretty vicious
Valentine is my recent favorite, only cause it's
um, valentines day weekend? o_o uh yeah.
Well!
-Yo
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Mauled
I've been sitting in this house doing the same things for the past week or so. I haven't been in school since last Monday, and that was half a day. Omg, the work I missed, I don't even want to know dude. Luckily that week we only had Monday Tuesday and Thursday. That's still hella work. UGH! I wish I could find my platinum nail polish, it just disappeared! How'd that even happen? I need some serious cash and it really sucks how I don't have any. Christmas broke me. And my birthday isn't for another like 7 months. That's almost an entire pregnancy! What am I gonna do? The street performing business is always hiring, is it not? 0_0 Eh. I'll just get a job, at 15 I think my choices are pretty limited. >_> I can get that permit joint in June, I wont be able to drive because mom is paranoid. I want the balmaid jacket, but it's 11,000 bucks. Don't ask. I'm really stoked for the Sade album, gimme gimme!
I hate overexaggerant people lol. I wish they had single bags of Cherry jolly ranchers, I'd stock.
finish this later
-eh
I hate overexaggerant people lol. I wish they had single bags of Cherry jolly ranchers, I'd stock.
finish this later
-eh
Monday, February 8, 2010
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